My heart sank.

I couldn't move. 

I couldn't think.

and now that i've managed to at least move.

all I can think about is one moment. 

You and I shared years ago.

over and over that same insignificant moment.

Repeats in my head.

I can't tell you why.

every new morning.

all i can do.

is hold onto the promise.

that we all hope is true. 

That when it's all over. 

when this life is through.

i'll wake up in heaven. 

and run to find you.

but it's still hard to see you go.

cause you mean everything to me.

and the seeds that you have sewn will live on deep inside of me.

I will try but I don't know how to let go.